We often excuse the insanity of our sin, of living a lower life, by believing “we have no choice”. But the choice Jesus made to serve us completely saves us from living a broken-down humanity. Believing Jesus served us beautifully always leads us to serve him well. Saved people serve people – but resentful people don't. Holding resentment towards God kills serving him and always leads to turning away from him. Don't be angry and turn away. Bring your resentment to God, turn to him and recognize he was with us through all of our pain and he loved us from the beginning.